Kicking the Habit
Quitting smoking will be the most difficult thing I will ever do in my lifetime. I have heard it said that nicotine is more addictive than drugs such as heroin or crack cocaine. I have no proof either way on that, but I'll believe them, having been a smoker.
I started smoking when I was about 16 years old. At first it was only occasional, then it turned into an obsessive addiction. If I was bored I smoked, if I was angry I smoked, if I was out of breath I smoked - to catch my breath - how stupid is that one?! I smoked after every meal, with every cup of coffee. Every phone call required a cigarette… you name the activity, there was most definitely a cigarette involved.
I tried to quit smoking many times and sometimes it lasted a while, sometimes only a matter of hours. The longest run, I think, was 3 months. That was when I joined the MGH smoking cessation classes or groups they have. Back then it was totally free. Now it is a nominal fee that includes the patches, gum etc.
Back when I took part in Be Fit they were running a pilot group of smokers that wanted to quit. So, the third week they started a smoking cessation component. We would meet once a week before rallies and breakouts. We would discuss our pros and cons about smoking and strategies to quit smoking and stay quit. I quit for about 5 weeks through this. After the 5th week I got fed up with all the changes I was making (eating healthy, exercising AND quitting!) and decided I could work on quitting smoking again later.
I tried about 7 times over the summer to quit. I finally quit on October 7, 2006. I have not had a cigarette since 10/07/06 at about 12:30 AM. It's been very hard to resist the temptation to smoke, but I have tried and succeeded. When the going gets tough I just go for a walk or do some form of exercise - and breathing through it; more easily - is a reminder of why I quit and why I don't want to ever smoke again. Plus, since I quit I only pay $24 a week for patches instead of $50 a week on cigs. That's a savings of $26 a week. So far I have saved $260, well on my way to a new wardrobe in the spring!
I can't wear my patch at night, because of the vivid dreams. So I take it off at bedtime and leave it at the bedside and reapply in the AM, as I go to the gym before my 3-11 shift, I apply new patch after gym.
I am now able to run at 5MPH on the treadmill for at least 10 minutes before I have to come back down to my comfort zone of 4MPH. When I was smoking I couldn't walk 4MPH for more than 2 minutes before I had to cut down to 3MPH. Every week I try adding .5MPH and see how long I can go. My short-term goal is to run 7MPH for 20 minutes before having to cut down. I figure that's a 5K race in about half an hour, another short-term goal of mine, although 20 minutes would be great.
I know that it's hard to change everything in 10 weeks, but trust me if you try to quit smoking you'll be better off in the long run. If you need any encouragement or support, I'll try to be there for you. You can always reach me through Kate or Erin, or through the Be Fit blog. I check it daily!
Good luck to all who try to quit smoking, nothing but success to you.
DGM